I don’t know what to do with myself or what to say to people.
This pain feels endless.
Will our family ever catch a break?
How do they move on like this?
How do I move on like this?
For 15 years it’s been one tragedy after the next.
One heartbreaking loss after another.
But this one.. this one’s different.
There is no illness to explain this one away.
This one was cold, unexpected.
This one we never saw coming.
This time, we have no explanation, and even if we did, it wouldn’t make sense because this wasn’t supposed to happen.
This time, it was just an accident..
An accident?
How?
Why?
I dont understand.
It doesn’t feel real..
This can’t be real..
Fuck!
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!
I dont know how to get through this……
To DW
I can’t believe I’m doing this right now. There aren’t enough words to express how much this hurts. I can’t get your stupid laugh and cough out of my head. The relationship we built will be with me forever. I am so grateful to have had you in my life. You will never be forgotten. I love you so much cuzzo. I’ll do my best to be there for your family in any way I can. We’re all gonna really fucking miss you.
Rest in peace
To the realest mother fucker I knew
has anyone else’s life been really off lately or is it just me
(via basket)
